Thlayli is the Lapine name for Bigwig, the rabbit Lika is obsessed with from "Watership Down". Unfortunately, finding a picture of Bigwig is impossible, so Karen will have to do. Lika isn't shedding any tears over that ^_~

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Thursday, October 11, 2001--08:27 a.m.

TONIC

I love your rat!

It wasn't the fact that they knew me but that they know you, Jeannie ^_^ I can't believe a couple days after I get the G.C.s, you end up working there! Oh, I'll bug you. There's still half the shelve of HK movies I have to watch, and then I'm going through the anime section. Cowboy Bebop! It seems everyone is a critic. I have yet to meet anyone who otherwise. But I'm glad the birthday went well!! ^___^

Alison, don't read this even if it directly involves you. I had this dream where I watching the news on TV and they said Japan was sinking and I said Alison's face on the screen and she was rushing towards a plane to get out before the whole island country disappeared into the Ocean. That would be the third dream I had about people I know online. The first was Satsuki-chan telling BEAST to kill me because she was dissatisfied with the airmail product (though in RL, she liked it ^_^). The second was the one with Jenni and Malice and that rollercoaster chaser. And now Alison is in Japan while it gets destroyed. I told you not to read this!

Metamia, if I buy a hundred dollars worth of phonecalls, it's your fault ;)

Missing scene in Asuka issue:
Sorata and Arashi kiss for a long time, one of his arm around her shoulder, one of her hands clutching his sleeve, lips touching and softly exploring each other's mouth. Eyes closed. Arashi's long lashes like a silken fan against her fine cheekbone. Sorata breaks the kiss gently and Arashi, eyes still closed but that doesn't hid the sweet softness that he has never seen before on her face, she tenderly moans a name:

"Amelia"

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Wednesday, October 10, 2001--11:22 a.m.

Hit All 3 Blog Functions

AZURE! *tackles and huggles* THANK YOU SO MUCH! I love getting stuff in the mail. ^___^ You're a darling!

Maria, congratulation on the 3 years anniversary and I hope the dinner was excellent. The new layout is cuuute. You are cute too, but in a pretty way :)

Your pondscum is interesting pondscum. And that adorable little Snapey gif. And a Happy Birthday to Epeeblade!

This is a romantic looking place. Satsukk-chan (NEKO-RANA!!!), perhaps we can meet Alison there :)

*looks at all the homework she should have done by now* Ali, you're not the only one who lack discipline. Boy, do I have a lot of work to do. I should been starting essays instead of watching Once a Thief and Bullet in the Head ( Malice has impeccable taste)

I lost my motivation for school. Mind you, I never liked it to begin with. But hey, I will be able to say, "yes, I graduated from university" when it's over.

BTW, when your friend phone you up to tell you what a rotten day they had, do you get annoyed and tell him to apologise? Probably not. So don't apologise for putting down what a shitty day you had on your blog. We all have them. It's normal, and it's fine. People aren't so shallow that they only will accept happy posts. Whatever you want. It's your blog :)

Anyways, as none of you know, I've been in a severe manic depression for the last two year (you know that last rant was going somewhere! *grin*), but it's movie like Bullet in the Head to make me realise, "you know, no matter how much my life stinks, it can't stink anymore than that." Why I like Flowers in the Attic so much. If you're feeling bad, it's nice to read someone else's life who much worse so you can get a clearer perspective on things.

Flippancy aside, I love Bullet. It's been a long time since a movie affected me that much. I cried ten minutes after it over. And Tony Leung can act! Someone said Jacky Cheung's acting was over the top, but having seen too many melodramatic HK movies, his seem fine to me. Plus it made me cry. The whole reason for "the bullet in the head" just tore me apart.

Once a Thief was better than the English TV movie. Obviously. The characters were annoying there. They rocked here. I didn't like Chow Yan Fat after Crouching Tiger, but he cracked me up so much in OAT. Do I even have to mention Leslie? Best part: no immature, petty rivalry.

I took this quiz and it turns out I'm a critic. The rest of the blog is messy, but it's my response to what a critic is how much it matches my personality. (Talking about me! How this little narcissis loves doing that!):

You're complex and thoughtful. You look beneath the surface. You're good at chess (or would be if you played). I do play. I suck royally. Why I put "High Disagree" to the question, "Do you like games that require a lot of thinking"^^ Pondering deep thoughts sounds better to you than going out on the town. Indeed, for I am a blogger But you can be so critical and introspective that even positive qualities can seem like faults. Perfect people are never fun: SNAPE! You carry quite a few burdens on those little shoulders of yours.

I'm suppose to do, but whether or not I actually do... *grin* Sometimes the world seems so gloomy that you just want to crawl up in your cozy bed and sleep it off. Who doesn't feel that way? That shy nature of yours *scowls* I'm unnaturally shy. I hate my shyness. Why I've only made one friend in the last three years. I wish I know how to talk to people. means you like to be alone Are you nuts? I don't like being alone! Who the hell does? watching romantic comedies, But I do like those preferably ones starring Hugh Grant and Julia Roberts. Tony Leung, Maggie Cheung, Leslie Cheung, and Joey Wong, but close enough =D Chances are you hate arguing and other tense situations You hit the nail with the hammer on that one. Mind you, I make a lousy peacemaker if past records shows anything. which can leave you feeling helpless and confused. But there's a part deep inside you that's aching to make some serious bucks. Okay, that is scary, because I am money hungry. Mainly because I'm broke, but I do like visit the bank every other day to check how my account is going. I'm obsessed with my bank account. You just need to figure how to go out and grab it. Nah. Too lazy.

You hate chaos at work and prefer a structured environment. *worships routine and the mundane* You avoid co-workers who talk loudly or brandish sharp objects. I figure anyone with half a brain would avoid anyone brandishing sharp object. Sometimes you feel undervalued by your boss, but everyone notices your motivation and talent. First is wrong, but the second is right :) You wish you dressed snappier. not really But you're an original thinker, I am told often, "only You would do something that stupid!" all the time ^_____^ and people will respect your judgments once they get to know you. If they don't, they're doing a good job of pretending it. And I hope they continue to pretend to do so.

Ignorance is bliss ^___^

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